The thing is, I cannot help but think about all that the #TMSFanCrew does and what JTGD could have become if we had just done a couple more things. I mean it’s kind of like we started to with the chat and the Q and A sessions, but then it slipped away. Mind you I have thought about trying to start up a #JTGDFanCrew but I’m not sure how well it would work. I mean I think it technically wouldn’t interfere with the #TMSFanCrew because of the series difference, but I’m not sure if it would be weird to be taking care of two different fan crews. Then there’s the fact that I am unsure of how long the crew would last, because right now it would most likely be made up of Bobby fans and I do not know how long after Bobby either goes to another team(which would be annoying to get used to yet another team) or is done racing that it would fall apart. Not sure if the Bobby fans would still remain loyal to the team. So confusing, right?
Then there’s the fact that doing the fan crew thing and being loyal to that team would make it hard to try to get a job with a different team and still be able to do the fan crew stuff. Perhaps I should just forget about trying to get with a particular team and just work with as many as possible lol. Okay I’m not sure why I’m laughing at myself…it is a little weird. Okay back to topic… So now I know I still want to move out there. There’s no doubt about that. But perhaps I will get a ‘normal’ job to pay the bills and just stick to doing what I do now for JTGD and the #TMSFanCrew and leave it at that. I mean I would still somewhat be a part of racing that way. I had a great idea for a travelling blog about fans for fans, but I don’t think that’ll work out so I suppose I could run it by one of the teams and see what they think and if they want to use it or something. I don’t think I’ll get to do much travelling so that’s why that blog is out…no money. Dead ends are where most of my ideas and plans end up. *sigh*
Alright I think I’ve jabbered on long enough for one night. Why do I always write these at night? Who knows… Maybe I’ll get a poem done eventually. I know it’s been awhile. Okay, night.