I think overall I really have told you most of my story. Some of it you don’t want to know trust me. I think that for the most part, I’m not a bad person. I try to treat others well and I try not to get in the way. I easily get hurt and I know that’s bad, but sometimes I just cannot help it. I am not sure that very many people even read my stuff anymore. I’m not special. I don’t matter. I understand completely. I don’t generally make a stand for myself, just let others take over. I have very little say in anything. I have even nearly given up the chat room, but as a fan I cannot let those who doubt have complete control over the room. I know that I have no authority in there, but sometimes I feel more like it’s my job to try and help control the conversation. I step on people’s toes and I don’t mean to hurt anyone’s feelings, but sometimes it needs to be done. Sometimes, I don’t know what’s the point anymore and that’s part of why I try to keep my mouth shut for the majority of the time I’m in there. Without Todd in there, the chat goes into a downward spiral at the first slightest hiccup in the race and do you have any idea freaking annoying it is to sit there and copy and paste the same crap every week. What’s the point of continuing with it if the conversation is always the same? Yes, I know we want the team to do better, but so do they. You guys don’t think they already know that or do you guys just live under rocks with only yourselves to ever talk to? Maybe if you paid more attention to what the team says, then perhaps you would know what’s going on and you guys could all just shut up and watch the race for once. If all you’re going to do is complain, why don’t you just stay off the chat and turn off the tv. Get over yourselves.
Anyway… I got a little off topic, sorry about that. I should stop before I start ranting about something else. Let me know if you guys have other suggestions about what you want to hear from me. I’m up for pretty much anything. :)