Moving on from that part of racing, let’s get back to my point. Sometimes, I feel like I have no control over what happens in my life or what I’m supposed to do with it. It’s looking more and more that my hopes of ever getting into racing or even out to NC are disappearing quickly. I am truly about ready to give up on trying. I am really not sure what the point is anymore. I really want to go back to when none of this mattered. Everything is so complicated and it’s hard listening to people say to do this do that, you’re great at that so you should do this, we’re great friends so now you should do this with me, we should go here, we should go there, etc etc etc… It’s really quite annoying. And I’m really quite tempted to delete my FB, twitter, ignore my phone, stop going into the chat, unpublish this blog, change my name, just disappear you know.
Oh a bright note, I’m almost done with this round of classes. Unfortunately my new class starts when these two end, but the sooner I can finish I guess. Okay, I guess that’s all I have for now.