Just sitting here remembering a year ago, so I thought I’d write up a blog. About this time last year, I was getting all signed up to go back to school and getting for the race at Chicagoland. It’s kind of weird to think that it’s really been almost a year already. Where does the time go?
It’s strange to think about how my life has been guided the past couple years or more taken over than guided. I love NASCAR I really do, but even it sometimes can be quite bothersome. This is especially true with the obsessive bickering and general negativity. Yes, things are not as great as we may have hoped they would be going by and yes there have a few things the last couple things that others haven’t liked or that we haven’t liked that NASCAR has done blah blah blah, but come on people it’s just supposed to be fun for us fans. But whatever, I’ve been here and said pretty much all I want to say for a while on that subject. If you have any questions concerning my thoughts on this, feel free to send me a message and I’ll answer pretty much any question.
Moving on from that part of racing, let’s get back to my point. Sometimes, I feel like I have no control over what happens in my life or what I’m supposed to do with it. It’s looking more and more that my hopes of ever getting into racing or even out to NC are disappearing quickly. I am truly about ready to give up on trying. I am really not sure what the point is anymore. I really want to go back to when none of this mattered. Everything is so complicated and it’s hard listening to people say to do this do that, you’re great at that so you should do this, we’re great friends so now you should do this with me, we should go here, we should go there, etc etc etc… It’s really quite annoying. And I’m really quite tempted to delete my FB, twitter, ignore my phone, stop going into the chat, unpublish this blog, change my name, just disappear you know.
Oh a bright note, I’m almost done with this round of classes. Unfortunately my new class starts when these two end, but the sooner I can finish I guess. Okay, I guess that’s all I have for now.
Moving on from that part of racing, let’s get back to my point. Sometimes, I feel like I have no control over what happens in my life or what I’m supposed to do with it. It’s looking more and more that my hopes of ever getting into racing or even out to NC are disappearing quickly. I am truly about ready to give up on trying. I am really not sure what the point is anymore. I really want to go back to when none of this mattered. Everything is so complicated and it’s hard listening to people say to do this do that, you’re great at that so you should do this, we’re great friends so now you should do this with me, we should go here, we should go there, etc etc etc… It’s really quite annoying. And I’m really quite tempted to delete my FB, twitter, ignore my phone, stop going into the chat, unpublish this blog, change my name, just disappear you know.
Oh a bright note, I’m almost done with this round of classes. Unfortunately my new class starts when these two end, but the sooner I can finish I guess. Okay, I guess that’s all I have for now.