Just want to get some quick thoughts down. I've been having a difficult time thinking lately. I am not exactly sure what is wrong with me, but I am hoping I can fix myself soon. I have never had this much difficulty in writing before. It's quite frustrating actually. I mean the poem I wrote today just really kind of sucks. I am not sure why I posted it. It's not something that will make sense to most people, or at least it shouldn't. Not sure what made me write it at all.
The topic, well I am sure you can figure out after reading it, but it's kind of an inside joke type deal that will not make sense to the majority. For that, I apologize. Hopefully my brain will clean up soon and I can get back to writing more meaningful and just plain better poems. Plus I really need my brain to function for school. I have had the worst time trying to keep up the last few weeks. I just haven't been able to really focus. I think the more music that I discover, the less I like my own work. Especially with my newest music obsession, Lana Del Rey. The lyrics to her songs are quite brilliant to be honest. Listening to her songs over and over make me want to write and at the same time there's no way anything I write would ever compare. My stuff is quite lame in comparison. Makes me a little sad actually. Some of my favorite songs that she sings are sad and well that makes me think of sad things and well then I want to write sad things, but I am resisting for the moment. Not sure how long I can resist before I break down and write my own very sad poems, but at least I think they'll be decent. I don't know how long I'll leave my latest poem up seeing as how crappy it was. In the meantime, check out Lana Del Rey. My current favorite songs by her are: Dark Paradise; Summertime Sadness; Blue Jeans; Born to Die; Lift Your Eyes; Video Games; Yayo; and Lucky Ones.
Also I've put my many photos back up. None of them are actually mine. Just sharing them. I tried to categorize them this time around. Enjoy.
Also I've put my many photos back up. None of them are actually mine. Just sharing them. I tried to categorize them this time around. Enjoy.