Well now it’s switched since my last post. I’ve been here for about 3 months and only have about 2 months left before my program ends. It’s definitely been a weird experience so far.
And by weird I don’t necessarily mean bad, though it has had its iffy moments. The sad thing is I won’t be too upset if none of the professional internships I applied for work out and I have to go home. I mean, I would love to stay here, but I have come to terms with the fact that I may just be going home. And honestly, I think if it weren’t for my one roommate I am not sure I could stand living here the next couple months. It’s definitely gotten harder to live with this many people. I feel like we’re just not caring about doing things anymore. Not that I’m really bothering to care anymore either. The problem is I’m not really caring about my homework either, which stinks because I only have these last four classes. Just with everything going on the last couple weeks nothing seems important anymore. Everything seems so pointless. I kind of don’t know what I want or where I want to go anymore, not that I really did before, but you know…
I have learned a bit this program and I am glad I participated, but I am glad it’s about over and I am glad I decided not to extend. I just feel that my life has another direction, even if I don’t know which way that is yet. I have made a few friends here, though not as many as I had kind of hoped, however better to have a couple high quality friends than many half-friends. It stills gets kind of lonely, but I am dealing. I get along with most of my coworkers which is nice. It’s a pretty nice work environment. I mean it’s still just work, but it could be worse. There are quite a few things I miss though, which I’ve said before so basically just go reread my last post, haha. I do have a few ideas in mind for things I want to try out, but I think I’ll keep them to myself for now in case they don’t work out. I don’t want to get people too excited about things before I actually figure some of the details in case I decide the idea is not worth my time. I know it’s not much of a post and there’s not too much to add in about Disney itself. Not much new really. I haven’t really been to the parks much, which is disappointing, but that’s how things have worked out. I’ll live. Was hoping to get to Homestead next week, but between school wanting money and my car breaking, all the money I have saved is gone. It’s alright though. I’ve learned never to really look forward to anything. There’s less chance of being disappointed that way. I guess that’s really about all. Hope everyone is doing well! And let me know if there’s anything you want to know. :)
I have learned a bit this program and I am glad I participated, but I am glad it’s about over and I am glad I decided not to extend. I just feel that my life has another direction, even if I don’t know which way that is yet. I have made a few friends here, though not as many as I had kind of hoped, however better to have a couple high quality friends than many half-friends. It stills gets kind of lonely, but I am dealing. I get along with most of my coworkers which is nice. It’s a pretty nice work environment. I mean it’s still just work, but it could be worse. There are quite a few things I miss though, which I’ve said before so basically just go reread my last post, haha. I do have a few ideas in mind for things I want to try out, but I think I’ll keep them to myself for now in case they don’t work out. I don’t want to get people too excited about things before I actually figure some of the details in case I decide the idea is not worth my time. I know it’s not much of a post and there’s not too much to add in about Disney itself. Not much new really. I haven’t really been to the parks much, which is disappointing, but that’s how things have worked out. I’ll live. Was hoping to get to Homestead next week, but between school wanting money and my car breaking, all the money I have saved is gone. It’s alright though. I’ve learned never to really look forward to anything. There’s less chance of being disappointed that way. I guess that’s really about all. Hope everyone is doing well! And let me know if there’s anything you want to know. :)