The more I do, the more I sink.
Wherever I am, it’s always dark.
This adds to my pain as another mark.
It makes me feel more like dirt.
I’m always screwing things up.
I’ve found it hard to sleep from sundown to sunup.
Now I don’t know what I should do.
All I know is that you said to say adieu.
Who knew that one kiss would bring you such regret.
And I know that I will never forget.
I always feel that I am in everyone’s way.
The skies around me seem to be always grey.
I know that I’ve never felt this alone.
It kills me down to the bone.
I keep feeling like I’m drowning.
And it’s partially kind of soothing.
I always feel so guilty.
There is no more beauty.
I no longer know what I should say to you.
I don’t know that we can fix this issue.
Everything I do becomes a mistake.
And my heart isn’t the only thing at stake.
Sometimes, I don’t know why I bother trying.
All I find myself doing is crying.
But of course it will matter never.
I shall remain nothing forever.
By now I’m covered in water.
And I can no longer answer.