And I don’t know where to start.
It’s all happening way too fast.
And I don’t know how long I can last.
Or will this fly away as a passing dove?
I don’t know what’s wrong with my head.
Sometimes, I swear it’s full of lead.
I haven’t even the slightest clue.
And my friends are a limited few.
I haven’t even begun to understand.
And my thoughts have turned to sand.
I don’t even know what’s really in my heart.
Most of the time, I feel it’s been stabbed by a dart.
I wish I could forget all about my past.
I wish it wasn’t holding me in a cast.
I know how quickly I can change my mood.
And a lot of people may call me rude.
But that’s only one side of me.
Just tell me who I need to be.
Tell me what I should do to keep you happy.
And I realize this is poem is crappy.
Lately, I’ve just made my friends mad.
And it has really made me sad.
So let’s just start over.
Help me to rebuild my cover.
I want to be able to trust and believe everyone.
And let each know they’re as beautiful as a ray of the sun.
So just please forgive me and give me another chance.
For only then I will allow myself to be happy and once more dance.