I wake up to a cloudy sky
And I begin to fear the day.
Nervousness was here to stay.
Remember to breathe and not die.
And I begin to fear the day.
Nervousness was here to stay.
Remember to breathe and not die.
I feel slightly out of place.
I feel like a star-stuck dork.
At times I wanted to abort.
At times I felt like a disgrace.
At one point I wanted to help,
But there nothing I could do.
It was then that I knew.
My dreams began to melt.
I was the one to blame.
I could not help but cry.
I really wanted to fly (away).
I wonder if they regret I came.
I could not make eye-contact.
I knew it was the end for me.
It is as plain as day to see.
Trouble is what I see to attract.
I suppose I should walk away.
I just seem to be bad luck.
I feel that I’m stuck.
It would put me a state of dismay.
The thing is I love this team.
And I love this crew.
People who get that chance are few.
It felt like such a dream.
I never wanted it to end.
Perhaps another team needs this.
I don’t know that I could resist.
Possibilities begin to torment (me).
I don’t want to lose what I have.
I owe them everything.
The pain would sting.
So, good bye to that I wave.
Now I don’t know
What my future holds.
I hope soon it unfolds.
I just feel so hollow.
Perhaps, tomorrow
Will be brighter.
I’m not much of a fighter.
So strength I will borrow.
Until tomorrow…
I feel like a star-stuck dork.
At times I wanted to abort.
At times I felt like a disgrace.
At one point I wanted to help,
But there nothing I could do.
It was then that I knew.
My dreams began to melt.
I was the one to blame.
I could not help but cry.
I really wanted to fly (away).
I wonder if they regret I came.
I could not make eye-contact.
I knew it was the end for me.
It is as plain as day to see.
Trouble is what I see to attract.
I suppose I should walk away.
I just seem to be bad luck.
I feel that I’m stuck.
It would put me a state of dismay.
The thing is I love this team.
And I love this crew.
People who get that chance are few.
It felt like such a dream.
I never wanted it to end.
Perhaps another team needs this.
I don’t know that I could resist.
Possibilities begin to torment (me).
I don’t want to lose what I have.
I owe them everything.
The pain would sting.
So, good bye to that I wave.
Now I don’t know
What my future holds.
I hope soon it unfolds.
I just feel so hollow.
Perhaps, tomorrow
Will be brighter.
I’m not much of a fighter.
So strength I will borrow.
Until tomorrow…